9/7/07

Hello everyone. After reading my last few blogs and thinking over somethings I thought it would be best to get something out in the open.

I have no ills against my roommate. In fact I care for him deeply, regardless of the issues that we have overcome and the living situation. He is still a kind, generous soul. So I don't want anyone to think that I have hate in my heart for the brother. He's a good guy.

Umm, some have thought that I have totally lost my mind since I made the checking out of here(suicide thought) comment. Hey, I am hear as long as the Lord has work for me to do. I am not going anywhere. Although I may be relocating sometime next year. We will see......

The no friends comment was true until someone jumped down my throat and made me realize that there are friendships out there to be made, I just need to take advantage of them. Thanks TJ... :-)

This weekend is going to be a great one for me. I ask that you all continue to pray for me because the devil is out to destroy me. I had a blow out on the freeway on yesterday but GOD guided me to safety and I changed the tire in 5mins time and was still on time for wrk. GOD IS GOOD. When the devil is busy like that I know GOD is getting ready to blow my mind.

I will be in serious spiritual warfare in the next couple of weeks, I just ask those that can pray and will , please do.

Peace and Blessings everyone. Be safe and if you can't be safe, don't do it.

This is Saturday and I have had a headache all day. The roomie and I went to pay the rent (he asked if I wanted to go and I didn't want to seem shady so I went).


What does this holiday weekend have in store for me? Well I guess I will hit the little spot on tomorrow in West Hollywood. Sure it will be a crowd and I'm sure once again I will be labelled as shady, stuck up , arrogant, stand offish. Oh well such is life. I really would like to get drunk on tomorrow but I have no one to drive me home. Sure the roomie will be going out as well but that would not be a good idea for me to ride with THEM while I am intoxicated plus the roomie might stay at the boyfriends house, since I'm sure the boyfriend is staying here tonight.

I don't know. I have no friends here in Cali anymore. So once again I will continue to be a workaholic, go to church, come home and chill. I rarelly meet peeps to date because I do not go out often. Tried the internet thing but there is nothing on there but kids and immature adults. I apologize, I have chatted with a few peeps on the internet but two are in London and one in NYC go figure.
***pause Wishing Much Success to Omar*****

Ok, I'm back. I tried to call a few people today while I sat home, actually I text about 6 peeps and got two responses. WOW.

One more month and 8 yrs worth of hair will be gone.

I am starting to ramble now.

Have you ever gotten the feeling that everyone knows everything that you are going through and you have not told them anything or that someone or something is trying to stop you from achieving success or happiness. I just had (really a few seconds ago) this feeling that someone is out to get me. I just continue to pray and ask GOD that the trap or the situation someone is setting up for me falls back on them.

Ok, I am out of here. Time to really pray.

Be Blessed peeps, enjoy your holiday weekend.